never has this before?

hellooo :)

Ok, i apoligise. I said i'd write when i got home from the doctors. But i had to go the hospital instead D: It was worse than i thought :/ Im feeling better now tho :)

Ok, i'll explain the title, i met this boy, 16 and really likes me :) But, as you know, i've been having some serious family shit going on lately, so i've not been in the mood to talk tbh. So he thinks he's pissed me off when he hasn't.. well he kind of did.. but im over that now. He told me he loves me and im not ready for that yet D: Men are so selfish? Anyways, Kayleigh.. Message me on Fb about this? Need some girl to girl advice ma lovely!

Anyways, enjoy your love life everyone ;)

Bye.

-C x

MEEEEEEEEER!

Guess who's ill again.. take a wild guess -_-

Oh yes i have an eye infection [so im led to believe]. Great. I had a RE mock yesterday, meh, it as crappy, but ya know, life goes on. I wrote 6 pages, i was proud of myself :B

Family life has been VERY shitty, which explains the lack of posts, but expect lots of posts and rants as i sit on the sofa and moan about being ill, once again.

KAYLEIGH! Whats hopes blog called? I cant find it :(

Gotto go to the docs now, i'll post when i get home to tell you whats wrong with meeeee! Would be nice to know wouldn't it! Especially when you can hardly open your eye, yep.

Okays

Bye.

-C x

CHEERY-NESS!

Ohai!

You guys here me speak of 'school cheer'.. well, this aweome person at cheer called Jess, made an awesome video of us... doing our thaaaang ;)

So yeahs, if you want to, check it out! Contrustive critism please, no meaness, remeber, we dont have a coach!! We do this ourselves! And i hate the way the thumbnail is a huge picture as me.. FML -____-

Anyways, watching comic relief, it never fails to make me cry :'(! But I hope everyone is generous in donating! I sponcered many people, and bought 2 red noses!

These ones!

Honkus and Captian Conk :)

The pirate one is AWESOME!

Imma just sayin!

Today, we had a really fun lesson of ICT, and we did this, basically.

So yeah, we had a pretty emmence ICT lesson!

Nice boxers AJ.

So yeash, i hope these pictures made you happy! They make me happy, ahaha!

Love yas!

-C x

BANNY♥!

Hey!

Oh. My. Gosh. Im in a good mood! Write it in your diaries, this makes a change.

And this is wierd seems my dad is home because he's 'ill', which means he has a minor cold.. He thinks he's dying -__-

Anyways, it's Bannys birthday today:D! It's my great gran :-) We call her banny, because my dad, when he was little, he couldn't pronounce 'nanny' he said 'banny' and well, it stuck :) So yeah, banny is 99! Amazing! Considering, last year she got REALLY ill and we didn't think she would pull through, but she's here! As stuborn as ever! I love her so much! And to carry on her tradition, and to honour her.. if any of us become a great gran (me, my mum, and hopefully my kids) we are going to be called banny♥

When i go to belguim and lay the wreath for my great grandad, its going to be for her aswell, because i look up to her so much its unbelieveable.. and since ive died my hair dark i look like her loads. If you look back at old pictures of her, she's a skinny me!! It's incredible! I also have a picture of my great grandad for the wreath, and the letter about him. It's so insperational, i read it whenever im sad or stressed and it cheers me p, garunteed, every time.

I realise this post was all about banny, but i love her so much, she deserves it tbh♥

Respect your elders everyone♥!

Lotta love,

-C x

Owie.

Ouch.

I've broken my little innky toe:(! Or should i say, my little black toe (No racism intented.) it bruised like a peach! And i cant move it, and my nail is black D:

Anyways, had options evening last night.. PILE OF POOEY BORING-NESS. First of all it constited of me and my mum walking around some stalls doing absolutley fuck all.. and i thought nothing could be even more pointless than parents evening! But it was.

Then we had a 'talk' with The head and to assitant head.. yay. It turned out we were there untill 7:45.. fun.

So as for today, it was boring, as always. Got some revision done for the RE mock we have in a weeks time.. yeah, im shitting a brick tbf.

My dad is coming home tonight -__- He's 'ill' with man-flu. Fun. My dad is the worst person to be ill, he has the same thing as me, a cold. I have it worse, i still have to go to fucking school, but he comes home for the rest of the week.. yay. Exciting week -_-

So yeah, my toe hurts like a bitch so im gunna go and drown my sorrows in some icecream.

Bai.

-C x

MY DAD NEEDS TO SHUT HIS FUDGING GOB.

Yo.

Sup?

Im very stressed out, tierd and achey. So expect some SERIOUS moaning =___=

So yeah, I had my massive training session of cheer today and actually thoroughly enjoyed! Seeing all the little'uns and doing some serious stunting outside :-) Real fun, but tiering! And muddy, as the grass was wet and muddy, and we have to obviously hold thier feet, and such like.

Oh yeahs, and im sorry if some of you reading dont understand my 'language'.. im from Bristol, and we have some odd phrases, google them ;-)

And as for the title.. my dad actually thinks my dog can speak English. He shouts at the top of his voice, complex sentences and expects my dog to like, not respond and like shut up. But obviously, my dog 'shouts'/barks back at him. And this repeats itself untill my dad hits my dog, my mum gets mad and then so does my dad. He's such a prick! I wish he sometimes would just leave me alone for a while, and keep his voice down. He tells me off for speaking 'loudly' when my mum has a headache, and then 4 seconds later he is laughing at some shitty 70's comedy movie, right at the top of his vioce.. I give up! He's such a hippocrit!

Anyways, dreading tomorrow to be frank.. I have double textiles, and we are learning about how a kite flys.. YAY!.. -__- Zzz Wake me up when we're done! I also have 'options evening' which will be a pile of poo anyways, as I have already chosen what im gunna do anyway.. And there is no way thier making me change my mind, as they have already choen the majority of things i study anyway.. FUCKING GOVERNMENT.

It sounds stupid, but I wish school wasn't as important as it is.. because sometimes i just wanna hold my hands up and say "Fuck it, fuck school" But i need school, and it sucks because some teachers are gunna ruin it. And if i dont get the job i want from life, due to bad qualifications, im deadly serious that it will ruin my life. As i have known what i wanted to be since i was 4(ish)

Oh yeah and before i go.. the prick 'friend' i was talking about a few posts ago.. prank called me whilst i was at cheer, and lets just say, 44 kids thought it was rather embarassing for them when i put it on loud speaker and are gunna target her in school tomorrow.. meheheheheh. And if kayleighs reading this, i'll inform you tomorrow..

OH! HOW COULD I FORGET! Lotta love for the sufferers in Japan. Hope that everything works out ok in the end.. theres always a light at the end of the tunnel?<33

Sometimes, although life is shit.. You realise theres always someone worse off than you.

Lotta love to EVERYONE<3

-C x

MOANING.

*Cough cough*

Ohai.

I have some badass cold right now, and it needs to leave me aloooone! I swear im like attractive to the cold virus cus it never want's to go away! Urgh, *sniff sniff* I feel shocking.

And to add to my shockingness, I have 7 hours of cheer tomorrow.. 7 HOURS! Oh em gee, im gunna dieeee. 11-6pm Jesus -__-

Mum and dad are chugging down the booze tonight, which means, hot bath an early night to escape the evil fate of a 'tipsy' mother D: I acc hate when my mum gets drunk cus she denies it and everything. And when she gets drunk she gets angry. So im staying WELL away from the parents tonight!

The dog is whining at the door and im ignoring her, shes bugging meh :/

Oh yeah, and back to the subject of cheer.. I have cheer monday lunchtime and after school! Cheer is taking over my lifeeeeee! And my dad is like "You dont HAVE to go to cheer do you?!" Well yeah, you cocky fuck, I do. Because he dosen't get the bollocking I do if I mess up because I missed training -______- <-- Extra long pissed off face.

My brother is having a super rough time with my parents right now, and I haven't seen him in 2 days, and my mum refuses to talk to him, which is fucking pathetic. But thats what my parents wanna do, I have to go along with it..

I hate not having a choice in life, it does my head in. It's like I have to follow the croud in everything! Even school, where they encourage you to express yourself. FML it pisses me right off.

Thanks for listening/reading me moan.

You need a good moan every once in a while I 'spose.

Moan to youe hearts content everyone, I just made it national moan day!

Baii.

-C x